i went to a birthday party for my friend's kid. he turns eight tomorrow, i think. he's a little pimp in the making. he asked me to be his girlfriend and wanted to know if he could have a kiss on the cheek for his birthday. who am i to tell a cute little boy no?
i cannot wait until pay day. mamma needs to laundry hxc.
i've had a really eventful last two-ish weeks. i joined a new group, i traveled, i've made a new really good friend. it's awesome. through these events i've learned a lot about myself i guess i didn't really realize. i think it's amazing that you can be yourself, but not realize how you tick and why. or that things you thought you believed before, you really don't. it's stranger than shit, but i love every second of it.
lesson of the day:
this is another lesson that isn't really new, but something that should always be taught to those who haven't figured it out...
follow your heart. trust your instincts.
i've found that sometimes thinking is overrated. trying to rationalize something that you "just know" isn't always the best thing to do. i know i've kicked myself in the ass a good million times for not going with my gut feeling. no matter how small and silly you think it is, or could be - just do it. shit doesn't always turn out 100%, but what does in this world? if there was anyone in this world i'd trust the most, it would have to be myself, if only for the fact of following my heart. i'm not trying to be an arrogant ass or anything, but you don't always have friends to bounce ideas off of or google to check the facts. in the end of it all, all you really only have yourself. not saying that i don't appreciate my friends, but if you think about it, that's how it truly is.
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